I’m Still Here
Director: Walter Salles
Distributed by: Sony Pictures International
Released: November 2024
Country: Brazil
Not much comes to mind when I think of Brazil, that large Portuguese-speaking South American country. Maybe Pele, maybe the Rain Forests, maybe the largest of the mixed nuts. Certainly not the 1959 BFF Winner BlackOrpheus, set during the Rio annual Carnival. I’m not proud of the fact I knew nothing of the political dynamic or history, since Rio is always seen as a sort of party-town, like Cancun or Vegas or Athens, Ohio. But it seems things were quite unparty-like from 1964 to 1985, when the dictatorship government of the Federative Republic of Brazil was doing the kind of things dictatorships do—including disappearing any person who was a serious threat.
I’m
Still Here puts us
in late 1970, as we visit with the well-off Paiva family in Rio. The
Paivas are a pretty normal, fun-loving family, with Rubens and his
wife Eunice raising five kids, ages from about 7 to 18. The movie
allows us about 30 minutes of relaxing and enjoying the Paivas as
they do stuff we Americans
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| Ice cream with the family |
One day, a few rough-looking goons show up to the house saying Rubens is needed for questioning. It seems Rubens, a former Brazilian Congressmen, had been surreptitiously assisting those opposed to the government and had been under watch for some time. Once Rubens gets into the car escorted by the goons, we’ll never see him again.
But Rubens isn’t the main character of I’m Still Here,
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| Similar goons taking on Jim Rockford |
I’m Still Here is based on the 2015 memoir of the young son of the Paivas, Marcello, who has his own heroic story as a successful writer. But that’s for another movie.
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| Ain't so bad! |
The Title: Ainda Estou Aqui. I remember Rocky saying something like this to Mr. T after getting the crap knocked out of him. Now THAT was a movie.
Culture: When we see Rio at the beginning in the movie, it seems like the spring-breakish beach spot of movies like Blame It on Rio when Michael Caine has a sexual thing with his friend’s daughter. But like that movie, a “comedy” poking fun at a man past middle age making it with a sixteen-year-old, I’m Still Here has a darkness just below the surface. At first, a police blockade the older kids have to endure looks pretty similar to a DUI Checkpoint, until we see how the police treat the youths just out trying to have a fun time.
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| The Court of the Crimson King, 1969 |
The opening act emphasizes the fun the family has together by using music they enjoy together, including the younger daughters singing along to the 1969 controversial French song “Je T’aime … moi non plus” with the parents looking on, grateful the girls don’t know French. Music also is a form of subversion; we see one of the goons staying at the house looking with slight disgust at the collection, including the cover of King Crimson’s Court of the Crimson King.
Agenda danger: There are definite good guys and bad guys in this film but the fact is, the government was a ruthless military dictatorship and Eunice Paiva was a legit hero, or at least a legit martyr for the cause.
Best Picture that year: Anora. No, I’ve never heard of it either.
Rating: My main beef with this movie is its length—clocking in at 138 minutes, it seems to go on a half hour too long. Honestly, this is one of those films I have few complaints about. The filmmakers didn’t stray from the true story and the acting is great—each person in the family shows a bit of personality so you really believe they are a tight, loving family. This is the kind of movie that makes you feel lucky to be American—perhaps it should be required viewing for celebs who think we live in a dictatorship today or for those liberals out marching over how their freedoms are being taken away. Then again, my guess is many on the Left would hold up the Brazilian government as the equivalent of our own. I doubt the Paiva family would agree.











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